If you do not, the land is lost and the family is lost. You will be five women on a
small pension doomed to live but half or less of what life could give you. Learn what you
must know. Stop at nothing until you have the answers. And take my visitation to you to
be your courage whenever you waver. You must take the reins of your own life. Your
brother is dead.'
"I could see by her face that she had heard every word. She would have questioned me
had there been time, but she believed me when I said there was not. Then I used all my
skill to leave her so swiftly I appeared to vanish. From the garden I saw her face above
in the glow of her candles. I saw her search the dark for me, turning around and around.
And then I saw her make the Sign of the Crass and walk back to her sisters within."
The vampire smiled. "There was absolutely no talk on the river coast of any strange
apparition to Babette Freniere, but after the first mourning and sad talk of the women
left all alone, she became the scandal of the neighborhood because she chose to run the
plantation on her own. She managed an immense dowry for her younger sister, and was
married herself in another year. And Lestat and I almost never exchanged words."
"Did he go on living at Pointe du Lac?"
"Yes. I could not be certain he'd told me all I needed to know. And great pretense was
necessary. My sister was married in my absence, for example, while I had a `malarial
chill,' and something similar overcame me the morning of my mother's funeral. Meantime,
Lestat and I sat down to dinner each night with the old man and made nice noises with our
knives and forks, while he told us to eat everything on our plates and not to drink our
wine too fast. With dozens of miserable headaches I would receive my sister in a darkened
bedroom, the covers up to my chin, bid her and her husband bear with the dim light on
account of the pain in my eyes, as I entrusted to them large amounts of money to invest
for us all. Fortunately her husband was an idiot; a harmless one, but an idiot, the
product of four generations of marriages between first cousins.
"But though these things went well, we began to have our problems with the slaves. They
were the suspicious ones; and, as I've indicated, Lestat killed anyone and everyone he
chose. So there was always some talk of mysterious death on the part of the coast. But it
was what they saw of us which began the talk, and I heard it one evening when I was
playing a shadow about the slave cabins.
"Now, let me explain first the character of these slaves. It was only about seventeen
ninety-five, Lestat and I having lived there for four years in relative quiet, I
investing the money which he acquired, increasing our lands, purchasing apartments and
town houses in New Orleans which I rented, the work of the plantation itself producing
little . . . more a cover for us than an investment. I say `our.' This is wrong. I never
signed anything over to Lestat, and, as you realize, I was still legally alive. But in
seventeen ninety-five these slaves did not have the character which you've seen in films
and novels of the South. They were not soft-spoken, brown-skinned people in drab rags who
spoke an English dialect. They were Africans. And they were islanders; that is, some of
them had come from Santo Domingo. They were very black and totally foreign; they spoke in
their African tongues, and they spoke the French patois; and when they sang, they sang
African songs which made the fields exotic and strange, always frightening to me in my
mortal life. They were superstitious and had their own secrets and traditions. In short,
they had not yet been destroyed as Africans completely. Slavery was the curse of their
existence; but they had not been robbed yet of that which had been characteristically
theirs. They tolerated the baptism and modest garments imposed on there by the French
Catholic laws; but in the evenings, they made their cheap fabrics into alluring costumes,
made jewelry of animal bones and bits of discarded metal which they polished to look like
gold; and the slave cabins of Pointe du Lac were a foreign country, an African coast
after dark, in which not even the coldest overseer would want to wander. No fear for the
vampire.
"Not until one summer evening when, passing for a shadow, I heard through the open
doors of the black foreman's cottage a conversation which convinced me that Lestat and I
slept is real danger. The slaves knew now we were not ordinary mortals. In hushed tones,
the maids told of how, through a crack in the door, they had seen us dine on empty plates
with empty silver, lifting empty glasses to our lips, laughing, our faces bleached and
ghostly in the candlelight, the blind man a helpless fool in our power. Through keyholes
they had seen Lestat's coffin, and once he had beaten one of them mercilessly for
dawdling by the gallery windows of his room. `There is no bed in there,' they confided
one to the other with nodding heads. `He sleeps in the coffin, I know it.' They were
convinced, on the best of grounds, of what we were. And as for me, they'd seen me evening
after evening emerge from the oratory, which was now little more than a shapeless mass of
brick and vine, layered with flowering wisteria in the spring, wild roses in summer, moss
gleaming on the old unpainted shutters which had never been opened, spiders spinning in
the stone arches. Of course, I'd pretended to visit it in memory of Paul, but it was
clear by their speech they no longer believed such lies. And now they attributed to us
not only the deaths of slaves found in the fields and swamps and also the dead cattle and
occasional horses, but all other strange events; even floods and thunder were the weapons
of God in a personal battle waged with Louis and Lestat. But worse still, they were not
planning to run away. Vice were devils. Our power inescapable. No, we must be destroyed.
And at this gathering, where I became an unseen member, were a number of the Freniere
slaves.
"This meant word would get to the entire coast. And though I firmly believed the entire
coast to be impervious to a wave of hysteria, I did not intend to risk notice of any
kind. I hurried back to the plantation house to tell Lestat our game of playing planter
was over. He'd have to give up his slave whip and golden napkin ring and move into town.
"He resisted, naturally. His father was gravely ill and might not live. Ire had no
intention of running away from stupid slaves. `I'll kill them all,' he said calmly, `in
threes and fours. Some will run away and that will be fine.'
" `You're talking madness. The fact is I want you gone from here.'
" `You want me gone! You,' he sneered. He was building a card palace on the dining room
table with a pack of very fine French cards. `You whining coward of a vampire who prowls
the night killing alley cats and rats and staring for hours at candles as if they were
people and standing in the rain like a zombie until your clothes are drenched and you
smell like old wardrobe trunks in attics and have the look of a baffled idiot at the zoo.'
" `You've nothing more to tell me, and your insistence on recklessness has endangered
us both. I might live in that oratory alone while this house fell to ruin. I don't care
about it!' I told him. Because this was quite true. `But you must have all the things you
never had of life and make of immortality a junk shop in which both of us become
grotesque. Now, go look at your father and tell me how long he has to live, for that's
how long you stay, and only if the slaves don't rise up against us!'
"He told me then to go look at his father myself, since I was the one who was always
`looking,' and I did. The old man was truly dying. I had been spared my mother's death,
more or less, because she had died very suddenly on an afternoon. She'd been found with
her sewing basket, seated quietly in the courtyard; she had died as one goes to sleep.
But now I was seeing a natural death that was too slow with agony and with consciousness.
And I'd always liked the old man; he was kindly and simple and made few demands. By day,
he sat in the sun of the gallery dozing and listening to the birds; by night, any chatter
on our part kept him company. He could play chess, carefully feeling each piece and
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