this extremity he had dredged up a true talent, a skill that was a fraction of Mary's,
but enough to make contact with her. Their eyes met. In a sea of blue darkness,
surrounded on every side with a civilization they neither knew nor understood, their
living hearts met and married.
"I'm sorry," he said silently. It was infinitely pitiful. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry." He
looked away, his gaze wrenched from hers.
She was certain she must be almost at the top of the stairs, her feet still treading
air as far as her eyes could tell, the faces of the travellers above, below and on every
side of her. But she could see, very faintly, the outline of the door, and the boards and
beams of the room where Simon lay. He was one mass of blood now, from head to foot. She
could see the marks, the hieroglyphics of agony on every inch of his torso, his face, his
limbs. One moment he seemed to flash into a kind of focus, and she could see him in the
empty room, with the sun through the window, and the shattered jug at his side. Then her
concentration would falter and instead she'd see the invisible world made visible, and
he'd be hanging in the air while they wrote on him from every side, plucking out the hair
on his head and body to clear the page, writing in his armpits, writing on his eyelids,
writing on his genitals, in the crease of his buttocks, on the soles of his feet.
Only the wounds were in common between the two sights. Whether she saw him beset with
authors, or alone in the room, he was bleeding and bleeding.
She had reached the door now. Her trembling hand stretched to touch the solid reality
of the handle, but even with all the concentration she could muster it would not come
clear. There was barely a ghost-image for her to focus on, though it was sufficient. She
grasped the handle, turned it, and flung the door of the writing room open.
He was there, in front of her. No more than two or three yards of possessed air
separated them. Their eyes met again, and an eloquent look, common to the living and the
dead worlds, passed between them. There was compassion in that look, and love. The
fictions fell away, the lies were dust. In place of the boy's manipulative smiles was a
true sweetness-answered in her face.
And the dead, fearful of this look, turned their heads away. Their faces tightened,
as though the skin was being stretched over the bone, their flesh darkening to a bruise,
their voices becoming wistful with the anticipation of defeat. She reached to touch him,
no longer having to fight against the hordes of the dead; they were falling away from
their quarry on every side, like dying flies dropping from a window.
She touched him, lightly, on the face. The touch was a benediction. Tears filled his
eyes, and ran down his scarified cheek, mingling with the blood.
The dead had no voices now, nor even mouths. They were lost along the highway, their
malice dammed.
Plane by plane the room began to re-establish itself. The floor-boards became visible
under his sobbing body, every nail, every stained plank. The windows came clearly into
view-and outside the twilight street was echoing with the clamour of children. The
highway had disappeared from living human sight entirely. Its travellers had turned their
faces to the dark and gone away into oblivion, leaving only their signs and their
talismans in the concrete world.
On the middle landing of Number 65 the smoking, blistered body of Reg Fuller was
casually trodden by the travellers" feet as they passed over the intersection. At length
Fuller's own soul came by in the throng and glanced down at the flesh he had once
occupied, before the crowd pressed him on towards his judgement.
Upstairs, in the darkening room, Mary Florescu knelt beside the McNeal boy and
stroked his blood-plastered head. She didn't want to leave the house for assistance until
she was certain his tormentors would not come back.
There was no sound now but the whine of a jet finding its way through the
stratosphere to morning. Even the boy's breathing was hushed and regular. No nimbus of
light surrounded him. Every sense was in place. Sight. Sound. Touch.
Touch.
She touched him now as she had never previously dared, brushing her fingertips, oh so
lightly, over his body, running her fingers across the raised skin like a blind woman
reading braille. There were minute words on every millimetre of his body, written in a
multitude of hands. Even through the blood she could discern the meticulous way that the
words had harrowed into him. She could even read, by the dimming light, an occasional
phrase. It was proof beyond any doubt, and she wished, oh God how she wished, that she
had not come by it. And yet, after a lifetime of waiting, here it was: the revelation of
life beyond flesh, written in flesh itself.
The boy would survive, that was clear. Already the blood was drying, and the myriad
wounds healing. He was healthy and strong, after all: there would be no fundamental
physical damage. His beauty was gone forever, of course. From now on he would be an
object of curiosity at best, and at worst of repugnance and horror. But she would protect
him, and he would learn, in time, how to know and trust her. Their hearts were
inextricably tied together.
And after a time, when the words on his body were scabs and scars, she would read
him. She would trace, with infinite love and patience, the stories the dead had told on
him.
The tale on his abdomen, written in a fine, cursive style. The testimony in
exquisite, elegant print that covered his face and scalp. The story on his back, and on
his shin, on his hands.
She would read them all, report them all, every last syllable that glistened and
seeped beneath her adoring fingers, so that the world would know the stories that the
dead tell.
He was a Book of Blood, and she his sole translator.
As darkness fell, she left off her vigil and led him, naked, into the balmy night.
Here then are the stories written on the Book of Blood. Read, if it pleases you, and
learn.
They are a map of that dark highway that leads out of life towards unknown
destinations. Few will have to take it. Most will go peacefully along lamplit streets,
ushered out of living with prayers and caresses. But for a few, a chosen few, the horrors
will come, skipping to fetch them off to the highway of the damned.
So read. Read and learn.
It's best to be prepared for the worst, after all, and wise to learn to walk before
breath runs out.
THE MIDNIGHT MEAT TRAIN
LEON KAUFMAN WAS no longer new to the city. The Palace of Delights, he'd always
called it, in the days of his innocence. But that was when he'd lived in Atlanta, and New
York was still a kind of promised land, where anything and everything was possible.
Now Kaufman had lived three and a half months in his dream-city, and the Palace of
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