voices were still some distance away, behind a second door.
He was standing in a little chamber, its walls badly white-washed and scrawled with
obscene graffiti, mostly pictures of the sex-act. On the floor, a candelabra, seven
forked. Only two of the dingy candles were lit, and they burned with a guttering flame
that was almost blue. The goaty smell was stronger now: and mingled with a scent so
sickly-sweet it belonged in a Turkish brothel.
Two doors led off the chamber, and from behind one Cameron heard the conversation
continuing. With scrupulous caution he crossed the slippery floor to the door, straining
to make sense of the murmuring voices. There was an urgency in them.
'- hurry -'
'- the right skills -''children, children -'Laughter.
'I believe we - tomorrow - all of us -'
Laughter again.
Suddenly the voices seemed to change direction, as if the speakers were moving back
towards the door. Cameron took three steps back across the icy floor, almost colliding
with the candelabra. The flames spat and whispered in the chamber as he passed.
He had to choose either the stairs or the other door. The stairs represented utter
retreat. If he climbed them he'd be safe, but he would never know. Never know why the
cold, why the blue flames, why the smell of goats. The door was a chance. Back to it, his
eyes on the door opposite, he fought with the bitingly cold brass handle. It turned with
some tussling, and he ducked out of sight as the door opposite opened. The two movements
were perfectly syncopated:
God was with him.
Even as he closed the door he knew he'd made an error. God wasn't with him at all.
Needles of cold penetrated his head, his teeth, his eyes, his fingers. He felt as
though he'd been thrown naked into the heart of an iceberg. His blood seemed to stand
still in his veins: the spit on his tongue crystallized: the mucus on the lining of his
nose pricked as it turned to ice. The cold seemed to cripple him: he couldn't even turn
round.
Barely able to move his joints, he fumbled for his cigarette lighter with fingers so
numb they could have been cut off without him feeling it.
The lighter was already glued to his hand, the sweat on his fingers had turned to
frost. He tried to ignite it, against the dark, against the cold. Reluctantly it sparked
into a spluttering half-life.
The room was large: an ice-cavern. Its walls, its encrusted roof, sparkled and shone.
Stalactites of ice, lance-sharp, hung over his head. The floor on which he stood, poised
uncertainly, was raked towards a hole in the middle of the room. Five or six feet across,
its edges and walls were so lined with ice it seemed as though a river had been arrested
as it poured down into the darkness.
He thought of Xanadu, a poem he knew by heart.
Visions of another Albion -'Where AIph the sacred river ran, Through caverns
measureless to man, Down to a sunless sea.'
If there was indeed a sea down there, it was a frozen sea. It was death forever.
It was as much as he could do to keep upright, to prevent himself from sliding down the
incline towards the unknown. The lighter flickered as an icy air blew it out.
'Shit,' said Cameron as he was plunged into darkness. Whether the word alerted the trio
outside, or whether God deserted him totally at that moment and invited them to open the
door, he would never know. But as the door swung wide it pushed Cameron off his feet. Too
numb and too frozen to prevent his fall he collapsed to the ice floor as the smell of the
goat wafted into the room.
Cameron half turned. Voight's double was at the door, as was the chauffeur, and the
third man in the Mercedes. He wore a coat apparently made of several goat-skins. The
hooves and the horns still hung from it. The blood on its fur was brown and gummy.
'What are you doing here, Mr Cameron?' asked the goat-coated man.
Cameron could barely speak. The only feeling left in his head was a pin-point of agony
in the middle of his forehead.
'What the hell is going on?' he said, through lips almost too frozen to move.
'Precisely that, Mr Cameron,' the man replied. 'Hell is going on.'
As they ran past St Mary-le-Strand, Loyer glanced behind him, and stumbled. Joel, a
full three metres behind the leaders, knew the man was giving up. So quickly too; there
was something amiss. He slackened his pace, letting McCloud and Voight pass him. No great
hurry. Kinderman was quite a way behind, unable to compete with these fast boys. He was
the tortoise in this race, for sure. Loyer was overtaken by McCloud, then Voight, and
finally Jones and Kinderman. His breath had suddenly deserted him, and his legs felt like
lead. Worse, he was seeing the tarmac under his running shoes creaking and cracking, and
fingers, like loveless children, seeking up out of the ground to touch him. Nobody else
was seeing them, it seemed. The crowds just roared on, while these illusory hands broke
out of their tarmac graves and secured a hold on him. He collapsed into their dead arms
exhausted, his youth broken and his strength spent. The enquiring fingers of the dead
continued to pluck at him, long after the doctors had removed him from the track,
examined him and sedated him.
He knew why, of course, lying there on the hot tarmac while they had their pricking way
with him. He'd looked behind him. That's what had made them come. He'd looked -'And after
Loyer's sensational collapse, the race is open wide. Frank the Flash McCloud is setting
the pace now, and he's really speeding away from the new boy, Voight. Joel Jones is even
further behind, he doesn't seem to be keeping up with the leaders at all. What do you
think, Jim?'
'Well he's either pooped already, or he's really taking a chance that they'll exhaust
themselves. Remember he's new over this distance -'
'Yes, Jim -'
'And that might make him careless. Certainly he's going to have to do a lot of work to
improve on his present position in third place.'
Joel felt giddy. For a moment, as he'd watched Loyer begin to lose his grip on the
race, he'd heard the man praying out loud. Praying to God to save him. He'd been the only
one who heard the words-
'Yea, though I walk through the shadows of the Valley of Death I shall fear no evil,
for thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they.
The sun was hotter now, and Joel was beginning to feel the familiar voices of his
tiring limbs. Running on tarmac was hard on the feet, hard on the joints. Not that that
would make a man take to praying. He tried to put Loyer's desperation out of his mind,
and concentrate on the matter in hand.
There was still a lot of running to do, the race was not even half over. Plenty of time
to catch up with the heroes: plenty of time.
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