down it was..."
"I'm sorry to have made this so burdensome," Zeffer said, quite sincerely. "If
I'd known you were going to go to so much trouble I wouldn't have-"
"No, no," Sandru said. "It's not a trouble to me. I only thought there might be
an item here that pleased you. But now I'm down here I doubt it. To be truthful I believe
we should have taken all this trash up the mountain and thrown it in the deepest gorge we
could find."
"Why didn't you do just that?"
"It wasn't my choice. I was just a young priest at the time. I did as I was told.
I moved tables and chairs and tapestries, and I kept my counsel. Our leader then was
Father Nicholas, who was very clear on the best thing to be done-the safest thing for our
souls-and would not be moved on the subject. So we did as we were told. Father Nicholas,
by the way, had the foulest temper of any man I ever knew. We all lived in fear of him."
Zeffer moved into the room, talking as he went: "May I say something that I hope
won't offend you?"
"I'm not easily offended, don't worry."
"Well...it's just that the more I hear about your Order, the less like priests
you seem to be. Father Nicholas's temper and the brothers all familiar with Theda Bara.
And then the brandy."
"Ah, the sins of the flesh," Father Sandru said. "We do seem to have more than
our share, don't we?"
"I have offended you."
"No. You've simply seen the truth. And how can a man of God be justly offended by
that? What you've observed is no coincidence. We are all...how shall I put this?...men
who have more than our share of flaws. Some of us were never trusted with a flock.
Others, like Father Nicholas, were. But the arrangement was never deemed satisfactory."
"His temper?"
"I believe he threw a Bible at one of the parishioners who was sleeping through
the good Father's sermon." Zeffer chuckled; but his laughter was silenced a moment later.
"It killed the man."
"Killed-?"
"An accident, but still..."
"-with a Bible. Surely not."
"Well, that's how the rumor went. Father Nicholas has been dead twenty years, so
there's no way to prove it or disprove it. Let's hope it isn't true, and if it is, hope
he's at peace with it now. The fact is, I'm glad I was never trusted with a parish. With
a flock to tend. I couldn't have done much for them."
"Why not?" Zeffer asked, a little impatient with Sandru's melancholy now. "Do you
have difficulty finding God in a place like this?"
"To be honest Mr. Zeffer, with every week that passes-I almost want to say with
every hour-I find it harder to see a sign of God anywhere. It would not be unreasonable,
I think, to ask Him to show himself in beauty. In the face of your lady-companion,
perhaps...?"
Katya's face as proof of God's presence? It was an unlikely piece of metaphysics,
Zeffer thought.
"I apologize," Sandru said. "You didn't come here to hear me talk about my lack
of faith."
"I don't mind."
"Well I do. The brandy makes me maudlin."
"Shall I take a look then?" Zeffer suggested, "At whatever's in here?"
"Yes, why don't we?" Sandru replied. "I wish I could give you some kind of
guidance, but..." He shrugged; his favorite gesture. "Why don't you start looking, and
I'll go back and get us something more to drink?"
"Nothing more for me," Zeffer replied.
"Well, then for me," Sandru said. "I'll only be a moment. If you need me, just
call. I'll hear you."
Zeffer took a moment, when the man was gone, to close his eyes and let his
thoughts grow a little more orderly. Though Sandru spoke slowly enough, there was
something mildly chaotic about his thought processes. One minute he was talking about
furniture, the next about the mad Duke and his hunter's habits, the next about the fact
that they couldn't make a hospital here because the Devil's wife had cursed the place.
When he opened his eyes his gaze moved back and forth over the furniture and the
boxes without lingering on anything in particular. The bare bulbs were stark, of course,
and their lights far from flattering, but even taking that fact into account there was
nothing in the room that caught Zeffer's eye. There were some finely-wrought things, no
question; but nothing extraordinary.
And then, as he stood there, waiting for Sandru to return, his gaze moved beyond
the objects that filled the chamber, and came to rest instead on the walls beyond.
The chamber was not, he saw, made of bare stone. It was covered with tile. In
every sense, this was an understatement, for these were no ordinary tiles. Even by so
ungenerous a light as the bare bulbs threw upon them, and viewed by Zeffer's weary eyes,
it was clear they were of incredible sophistication and beauty.
He didn't wait for Father Sandru to return; rather, he began to push through the
piles of furniture towards the designs that covered the walls. They covered the floor,
too, he saw, and ceiling. In fact, the chamber was a single masterpiece of tile; every
single inch of it decorated.
In all his years of traveling and collecting he'd never seen anything quite like
this. Careless of the dirt and dust laden webs which covered every surface, he pushed on
through until he reached the nearest wall. It was filthy, of course, but he pulled a
large silk handkerchief out of his pocket, and used it to scrub away some of the filth on
the tile. It had been plain even from a distance that the tiles were elaborately
designed, but now, as he cleared a swathe across four or five, he realized that this was
not an abstract pattern but a representation. There was part of a tree there, on one of
the tiles, and on another, adjacent to it, a man on a white horse. The detail was
astonishing. The horse was so finely painted, it looked about ready to prance off around
the room.
"It's a hunt."
Sandru's voice startled him; Willem jerked back from the wall, so suddenly that
it was as though he'd had his face in a vacuum, and was pulling it free. He felt a drop
of moisture plucked from the rim of his eye; saw it flying towards the cleaned tile,
defying gravity as it broke on the flank of the painted horse.
It was a strange moment; an illusion surely. It took him a little time to shake
off the oddness of it. When he looked round at Sandru, the man was slightly out of focus.
He stared at the Father's shape until his eyes corrected the problem. When they did he
saw that Sandru had the brandy bottle back in his hand. Apparently its contents had been
more potent than Zeffer had thought. The alcohol, along with the intensity of his stare,
had left him feeling strangely dislocated; as though the world he'd been looking at-the
painted man on his painted horse, riding past a painted tree-was more real than the old
priest standing there in the doorway.
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