in Wandsworth: the constant fretting over minor gibes, over their place in the hierarchy.
The rules might be more civil in this circle than in Wandsworth; but the struggles, he
began to understand, were fundamentally the same. All power games of one kind or another.
He was pleased to have no part in them.
Besides, his mind had more important issues to mull over. For one thing, there was
Charmaine. More out of curiosity than passion, perhaps, he had begun to think about her a
good deal. He found himself wondering how her body looked seven years on. Did she still
shave the thin line of hair that ran down from her navel to her pubes; did her fresh
sweat still smell so pungent? He wondered too if she still loved love the way she had.
She had shown more unreserved appetite for the physical act than any woman he'd known; it
was one of the reasons he'd married her. Was it still so? And if it was, with whom did
she slake her thirst? He turned these and a dozen other questions about her over and over
in his head, and promised himself that at the first opportunity he'd go and see her.
The weeks saw his physique improve. The strict regime of exercise he'd set for
himself that first night began as a torment, but after a few days of punished and
complaining muscles the exertion began to bear fruit. He got up at five-thirty each
morning and took an hour-long run around the grounds. After a week of following the same
circuit he altered the route, which allowed him to explore the estate at the same time as
exercising. There was a great deal to see. Spring hadn't arrived in force yet, but there
were stirrings. Crocuses were beginning to show themselves, as were the spears of
daffodils. On the trees, fat buds were starting to split; leaves were unfurling. It had
taken him almost a week to cover the estate fully, and to work out the relation of one
part of it to another; now he more or less had a grasp of the arrangement. He knew the
lake, the dovecote, the swimming pool, the tennis courts, the kennels, the woods and the
gardens. One morning, when the sky was exceptionally clear, he had circuited the entire
grounds, hugging the fence all the way around the estate even when it threaded its way
along the back of the woods. He now reckoned he had as thorough a knowledge of the place
as anyone, including its owner.
It was a joy; not just the exploration, and the freedom of running miles without
someone looking over your shoulder all the time, but the reacquaintance with a dozen
natural spectacles. He loved being up to watch the sun rise, and it was almost as though
he was running to meet it, as though dawn was for him and him alone, a promise of light
and warmth and life to come.
He soon lost the ring of flab around his middle; the divide of his abdominals showed
again: the washboard stomach he'd always been so proud of as a younger man, and thought
he'd lost forever. Muscles he'd forgotten he had came back into play, at first to make
their presence felt in aching, then to simply live a glowing, ruddy life. He was sweating
out years of frustration and showering it away, and he was lighter for it. He was aware,
once more, of his body as a system, its parts correspondents, its health dependent on
balance and respectful usage.
If Whitehead noted any change in his manner or physique, no comment was made. But
Toy, on one of his trips up to the house from London, immediately registered the change
in him. Marty noted an alteration in Toy too, but for the worse. It wasn't plausible to
comment on how weary he looked Marty felt their relationship wouldn't yet allow for such
familiarity. He just hoped Toy wasn't suffering from something serious. The sudden
wasting of his wide face suggested a devouring somewhere in the man's innards. The
nimbleness in his step, which Marty put down to Toy's Years in the ring, had also gone.
There were other mysteries here, besides Toy's decline. For one thing, there was the
collection: the works of the great masters that lined the corridors of the sanctuary.
They were neglected. Nobody had dusted their surfaces in months, perhaps years, and in
addition to the yellowing varnish that dimmed their fineness they were further spoiled by
a layer of grime. Marty had never had much taste for art, but given time to look at these
pictures, he found his appetite for it good. Many of them, the portraits and the
religious works, he didn't really like: they weren't of people he knew or events he
understood. But in a small hallway on the first floor that led to the extension that had
been Evangeline's suite, and was now the sauna and solarium, he found two paintings that
caught his imagination. They were both landscapes, by the same anonymous hand, and to
judge by their poky location they were not great works. But their curious amalgam of real
scenery-trees and winding roads under blue and yellow skies-with totally fanciful
details-a dragon with speckled wings devouring a man on that road; a flight of women
levitating above the forest; a distant city, burning-this marriage of real and unreal was
so persuasively painted that Marty found himself going back and back again to these two
haunted canvases, finding more fantastical detail hidden in thicket or heat-haze each
time he went.
The paintings weren't the only things that whetted his curiosity. The upper floor of
the main house, where Whitehead had a suite of rooms, was entirely out-of-bounds to him,
and he was more than once tempted to slip up when he knew the old man was otherwise
engaged, to nose around the forbidden territory. He suspected Whitehead used the top
story as a vantage point from which to spy on his acolytes" comings and goings. That went
some way to explaining the other mystery: the sense, he had, running his circuits, that
he was being watched. But he resisted the temptation to investigate. It was perhaps more
than his job was worth.
When he wasn't working he spent much of his time in the library. There, if he felt
curious about the outside world, were current issues of Time magazine, The Washington
Post, The Times, and several other journals-Le Monde, Frankfurter Algemeine Zeitung, The
New York Times, which Luther brought in. He would flick through them looking for tidbits,
sometimes taking them down to the sauna and reading them there. When he tired of
newspapers, there were thousands of books to choose from, not, to his delight, all
intimidating tomes. There were plenty of those, the assembled classics of world
literature, but beside them on the shelves were tattered, well-thumbed paperback editions
of science fiction books, their covers lurid, the copy on them paradigms of excess. Marty
began to read them, picking those with the most suggestive covers first. There was also
the video. Toy had supplied him with a dozen tapes of boxing highlights, which Marty was
systematically viewing, rerunning favorite victories to his heart's content. He could sit
all evening watching the matches, awed by the economy and the grace of the great
fighters. Toy, ever thoughtful, had also supplied a couple of pornographic tapes, handing
them across to Marty with a conspiratorial smile and some comment about not eating them
all at once. The tapes were copies of storyless loops, anonymous couples and trios who
threw off their clothes in the first thirty seconds and got down to the nitty-gritty
inside a minute. Nothing sophisticated: but they served a useful purpose, and, as Toy had
obviously guessed, good air, exercise and optimism were doing wonders for Marty's libido.
There was going to come a time when self-abuse in front of a video screen was not going
to be satisfaction enough. Increasingly, Marty dreamed of Charmaine: unambiguous dreams
set in the bedroom of Number Twenty-six. Frustration gave him courage, and the next time
he saw Toy he asked to be allowed to go and see her. Toy promised to ask the boss about
it, but nothing had come of it. In the meanwhile he had to be content with tapes and
their stage-managed gasps and grunts.
Systematically he began to put names to the faces that appeared most regularly at the
house; Whitehead's most trusted advisers. Toy, of course, was regularly in evidence.
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