toilet tank, holding him upright.
Through the semitransparent bands of tape, three separate bullet wounds were visible in
his chest. There might have been more than three. She didn't care to look for them and
had no need to know. He appeared to have died instantly, most likely in his sleep, and to
have been dead before he was brought into the bathroom.
Grief welled in her, black and cold. Survival meant repressing it at all costs, and
surviving was the thing that she did best.
A collar of strapping tape around Paul's neck became a leash that tethered him to a
hand-towel rack on the wall behind the toilet. The purpose was to prevent his head from
falling forward onto his chestand to direct his dead gaze toward the shower. His eyelids
were taped open, and in his right eye was a starburst hemorrhage.
Shuddering, Chyna looked away from him. Although the intruder had needed to kill Paul
in his sleep to establish control of the house quickly, here he had been fantasizing that
the husband was being forced to watch the atrocities committed against the wife.
This was a classic tableau, a favorite of those sociopaths who took delight in
performing for their victims. They actually seemed to believe that for a while the
recently dead could still see, still hear, and were thus capable of admiring the bold
antics and posing of a tormentor who feared neither man nor God. Textbooks described the
delusion. In one of her aberrant-psychology classes at UCSF, a speaker from the FBI's
Behavioral Science Section had given them more graphic descriptions of such scenes than
any textbooks could provide.
Firsthand, however, the impact of this brutality was worse than words could convey.
Almost paralyzing. Chyna's legs felt heavy and stiff. The tingling in her hands was
incipient numbness.
Sarah Templeton was in the stall shower, which was separate from the tub. Although the
glass door was closed-and frosted-Chyna was able to see a faint, vaguely pinkish shape
huddled on the shower floor.
On the face of the soffit above the glass door, the killer had printed two words. The
black letters appeared to have been made with multiple strokes of an eyebrow pencil:
DIRTY BITCH.
Chyna had never wanted anything as much as she wanted to be free of the obligation to
look into this shower stall. Surely Sarah could not be alive.
Yet if she turned away without being certain that the woman was beyond all help,
ineradicable guilt would ensure that her own survival would become a kind of walking
death.
Besides, she had committed her life to trying to understand this very aspect of human
cruelty, and no published case study would ever bring her closer to comprehension than
might the things that she saw here. In this house, on this night, the bleak landscape of
the sociopathic mind had been externalized.
Echoing off the tile walls, the sizzle-splash of the falling water sounded like the
hissing of serpents and the brittle laughter of strange children.
The water must be cold. Otherwise, steam would,have been seething over the top of the
shower enclosure.
Chyna held her breath, gripped the anodized aluminum handle, and opened the stall door.
Sarah Templeton had been wearing a pale-green teddy and matching panties. Her garments
were in a sodden ball in one corner of the shower.
After her husband had been shot, the woman had evidently been hammered unconscious,
perhaps with the butt of the gun. Then she had been gagged; her cheeks bulged with
whatever rag had been forced into her mouth. Strips of strapping tape had sealed her
lips, but in the relentless icy spray, the edges of the tape had begun to peel away from
her skin.
With Sarah, the killer had used a knife. She was not alive. Chyna quietly closed the
stall door. If there was such a thing as mercy, then Sarah Templeton had never regained
any awareness after being knocked unconscious.
She remembered the hug that Sarah had given her on the front walk when she had first
arrived with Laura. Repressing tears, she wished that she herself were dead instead of
the precious woman in the shower stall. Indeed, she was half dead and less alive by the
minute, because a piece of her heart died with each of these people.
Chyna returned to the bedroom. She moved away from the bed but didn't go immediately
toward the hall door. Instead, she stood in the darkest corner, shaking uncontrollably.
Her stomach rolled. An acidic burning rose in her chest, and a bitter taste filled the
back of her mouth. She suppressed an urge to vomit. The killer might hear her retching,
and then he would come to get her.
Although she'd met Laura's parents only the previous afternoon, Chyna had known them
also from her friend's numerous anecdotes and colorful stories of family adventures. She
should have felt even more grief than she did, but she had only a limited capacity for it
right now. Later it would hit her harder. Grief thrived in a quiet heart, and right now
hers thundered with terror and revulsion.
She was shocked that the killer had done so much damage while she had sat, unknowing,
at the guest-room window, brooding on the stars and thinking of other nights when she had
gazed at them from rooftops, backyard trees, and beaches. From what she'd seen, he had
taken at least ten or fifteen minutes with Paul and Sarah before searching the rest of
the large house to locate and overpower the remaining occupants.
Sometimes a man like this got a special thrill from risking interruption, even
apprehension. Perhaps a half-asleep, bewildered child would be drawn into the
parents'room by some commotion and then would have to be pursued and dragged down before
escaping the house. Such possibilities heightened the pleasure that the creep took from
his activities in the bedroom and the bath.
This was a pleasure to him. A compulsion, but not one over which he despaired. Fun. His
recreation. No guilt-therefore, no anguish. Savagery gladdened him.
Somewhere in the house, he was either at play or resting until he was ready to begin
the game again.
As her shakes subsided to shivers, Chyna grew increasingly afraid for Laura. Those two
muffled cries, minutes ago, had surely come after Sarah was already dead, so Laura must
have been surprised in her sleep by a man smelling of her mother's blood. As soon as he
had overpowered and secured her, he had hurried to search the rest of the second floor,
concerned that another member of the family might have been alerted by her stifled
screams.
He might not have returned immediately to Laura. Having found no one in any of the
other rooms, confident that the house was firmly under his reign, he most likely had gone
exploring. If the textbooks were correct, he would probably wish to violate every private
space.
Pore through the contents of his host's and hostess's closets and desk drawers. Eat
food from their refrigerator. Read their mail. Perhaps finger and smell the soiled
clothing in the laundry-room hamper. If he could locate collections 'of family
photographs, he might even sit in the den for an hour or longer, amusing himself with
those albums.
Sooner or later, however, he would return to Laura. Sarah Templeton had been an
extremely attractive woman, but night visitors like this man were drawn toward youth;
they fed on innocence. Laura was his meat of choice, as irresistible as birds' eggs
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