boyish scowl; the sudden flares of high spirits and blasphemous humor. Even the catlike
poise of the body he could envisage. So uncommon in a man of muscular build. Such
strength, always such strength and such irrepressible optimism.
The fact was, he did not know his own mind about the entire enterprise, only that he
was amused and fascinated. Of course there was no thought of vengeance against Lestat for
telling his secrets. And surely Lestat had counted upon that, but then one never knew.
Maybe Lestat truly did not care. He knew no more than the fools back there in the bar, on
that score.
What mattered to him was that for the first time in so many years, he found himself
thinking in terms of past and future; he found himself most keenly aware of the nature of
this era. Those Who Must Be Kept were fiction even to their own children! Long gone were
the days when fierce rogue blood drinkers searched for their shrine and their powerful
blood. Nobody believed or even cared any longer!
And there lay the essence of the age; for its mortals were of an even more practical
ilk, rejecting at every turn the miraculous. With unprecedented courage, they had founded
their greatest ethical advances squarely upon the truths embedded in the physical.
Two hundred years since he and Lestat had discussed these very things on an island in
the Mediterranean-the dream of a godless and truly moral world where love of one's fellow
man would be the only dogma. A world in which we do not belong. And now such a world was
almost realized. And the Vampire Lestat had passed into popular art where all the old
devils ought to go, and would take with him the whole accused tribe, including Those Who
Must Be Kept, though they might never know it.
It made him smile, the symmetry of it. He found himself not merely in awe but strongly
seduced by the whole idea of what Lestat had done. He could well understand the lure of
fame.
Why, it had thrilled him shamelessly to see his own name scrawled on the wall of the
bar. He had laughed; but he had enjoyed the laughter thoroughly.
Leave it to Lestat to construct such an inspiring drama, and that's what it was, all
right. Lestat, the boisterous boulevard actor of the ancien regime, now risen to stardom
in this beauteous and innocent era.
But had he been right in his little summation to the fledgling in the bar, that no one
could destroy the brat prince? That was sheer romance. Good advertising. The fact is, any
of us can be destroyed... one way or another. Even Those Who Must Be Kept, surely.
They were weak, of course, those fledgling "Children of Darkness," as they styled
themselves. The numbers did not increase their strength significantly. But what of the
older ones? If only Lestat had not used the names of Mael and Pandora. But were there not
blood drinkers older even than that, ones of whom he himself knew nothing? He thought of
that warning on the wall: "ancient and terrible beings ... moving slowly and inexorably
to answer his summons."
A frisson startled him; coldness, yet for an instant he thought he saw a jungle-a
green, fetid place, full of unwholesome and smothering warmth. Gone, without explanation,
like so many sudden signals and messages he received. He'd learned long ago to shut out
the endless flow of voices and images that his mental powers enabled him to hear; yet now
and then something violent and unexpected, like a sharp cry, came through.
Whatever, he had been in this city long enough. He did not know that he meant to
intervene, no matter what happened! He was angry with his own sudden warmth of feeling.
He wanted to be home now. He had been away from Those Who Must Be Kept for too long.
But how he loved to watch the energetic human crowd, the clumsy parade of shining
traffic. Even the poison smells of the city he did not mind. They were no worse than the
stench of ancient Rome, or Antioch, or Athens-when piles of human waste fed the flies
wherever you looked, and the air reeked of inevitable disease and hunger. No, he liked
the clean pastel-colored cities of California well enough. He could have lingered forever
among their clear-eyed and purposeful inhabitants.
But he must go home. The concert was not for many nights, and he would see Lestat then,
if he chose.... How delicious not to know precisely what he might do, any more than
others knew, others who didn't even believe in him!
He crossed Castro Street and went swiftly up the wide pavement of Market. The wind had
slackened; the air was almost warm. He took up a brisk pace, even whistling to himself
the way that Louis often did. He felt good. Human. Then he stopped before the store that
sold television sets and radios. Lestat was singing on each and every screen, both large
and small.
He laughed under his breath at the great concert of gesture and movement. The sound was
oft", buried in tiny glowing seeds within the equipment. He'd have to search to receive
it. But wasn't there a charm in merely watching the antics of the yellow-haired brat'
prince in merciless silence?
The camera drew back to render the full figure of Lestat who played a violin as if in a
void. A starry darkness now and then enclosed him. Then quite suddenly a pair of doors
were opened- it was the old shrine of Those Who Must Be Kept, quite exactly! And
there-Akasha and Enkil, or rather actors made up to play the part, white-skinned
Egyptians with long black silken hair and glittering jewelry.
Of course. Why hadn't he guessed that Lestat would carry it to this vulgar and
tantalizing extreme? He leant forward, listening for the transmission of the sound. He
heard the voice of Lestat above the violin:
Akasha! Enkil!
Keep your secrets
Keep your silence
It is a better gift than truth.
And now as the violin player closed his eyes and bore down on his music, Akasha slowly
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