seventeen or younger. I've treated several kids who've suffered serious psychological
damage at the hands of parents who were too demanding, who pushed them too hard in their
schoolwork, in every aspect of their intellectual and personal development. I've seen the
wounded ones, Mr. O'Brian, and I've nursed them as best I could, and because of those
experiences, I couldn't possibly turn around and do to my children what I've seen some
parents do to theirs. Not that I won't make mistakes. I'm sure I will. My full share of
them. But the one that you mentioned won't be among them."
"That's valid," O'Brian said, nodding. "Valid and very well put. I'm sure that when I
tell the recommendations committee what you've just said, they'll be quite satisfied on
this point." He spotted another tiny speck on his sleeve and removed it, frowning as if
it were not merely lint, but offal. "Another question they're bound to ask: Suppose the
child you adopt turns out to be not only an underachiever but. . . well... basically less
intelligent than either of you. For parents as oriented toward an intellectual life as
you are, wouldn't you be somewhat frustrated with a child of just average-or possibly
slightly below average- intelligence?"
"Well, even if we were capable of having a child of our own," Paul said, "there
wouldn't be any guarantee that he'd be a prodigy or anything of that sort. But if he was.
. . slow. . . we'd still love him. Of course we would. And the same goes for any child we
might adopt."
To O'Brian, Carol said, "I think you've got too high an opinion of us. Neither of us is
a genius, for heaven's sake! We've gotten as far as we have primarily through hard work
and perseverance, not be-
cause we were exceptionally bright. I wish it had come that easy, but it didn't."
"Besides," Paul said, "you don't love a person merely because he's intelligent. It's
his entire personality that counts, the whole package, and a lot of factors contribute to
that package, a great many things other than just intellect."
"Good," O'Brian said. "I'm glad to hear you feel that way. The committee will respond
well to that answer, too."
For the past few seconds, Carol had been aware of the distant wail of sirens. Fire
engines. Now they were not as distant as they had been; they were rapidly growing nearer,
louder.
"I think maybe one of those last two bolts of lightning caused some real damage when it
touched down," Paul said.
O'Brian swung his chair around toward the center window, which was directly behind his
desk. "It did sound as if it struck nearby."
Carol looked at each of the three windows, but she couldn't see any smoke rising from
behind the nearest rooftops. Then again, the view was blurred and visibility was reduced
by the water-spotted panes of glass and by the curtains of mist and gray rain that
wavered and whipped and billowed beyond the glass.
The sirens swelled.
"More than one truck," O'Brian said.
The fire engines were right outside the office for a moment-at least two trucks,
perhaps three-and then they passed, heading into the next block.
O'Brian pushed up from his chair and stepped to the window.
As the first sirens dwindled just a little, new ones shrieked in the street behind them.
"Must be serious," Paul said. "Sounds as if at least two engine companies are
responding."
"I see smoke," O'Brian said.
Paul rose from his chair and moved toward the windows to get a better look.
Something's wrong here.
That thought snapped into Carol's mind, startling her as if a whip had cracked in front
of her face. A powerful, inexplicable current of panic surged through her, electrified
her. She gripped the arms of her chair so tightly that one of her fingernails broke.
Something. . . is.. . wrong.. . very wrong...
Suddenly the air was oppressively heavy-hot, thick, as if it were not air at all but a
bitter and poisonous gas of some kind. She tried to breathe, couldn't. There was an
invisible, crushing weight on her chest.
Get away from the windows!
She tried to shout that warning, but panic had short-circuited her voice. Paul and
O'Brian were at different windows, but they both had their backs to her, so that neither
of them could see she had been gripped by sudden, immobilizing fear.
Fear of what? she demanded of herself. What in the name of God am l so scared of?
She struggled against the unreasonable terror that had locked her muscles and joints.
She started to get up from the chair, and that was when it happened.
A murderous barrage of lightning crashed like a volley of mortar fire, seven or eight
tremendous bolts, perhaps more than that-she didn't count them, couldn't count them-one
right after the other, with-
out a significant pause between them, each fierce boom overlapping the ones before and
after it, yet each clearly louder than its predecessors, so loud that they made her teeth
and bones vibrate, each bolt smashing down discernibly closer to the building than had
the bolt before it, closer to the seven-foot-high windows-the gleaming, flashing,
rattling, now-black, now-milky, now-shining, now-blank, now-silvery, now-coppery windows.
The sharp bursts of purple-white light produced a series of jerky, stroboscopic images
that were burned forever into Carol's memory: Paul and O'Brian standing there,
silhouetted against the natural fireworks, looking small and vulnerable; outside, the
rain descending in an illusion of hesitation; wind-lashed trees heaving in a
strobe-choppy rage; lightning blasting into one of those trees, a big maple, and then an
ominous dark shape rising from the midst of the explosion, a torpedo like thing, spinning
straight toward the center window (all of this transpiring in only a second or two, but
given a queer, slow-motion quality by the flickering lightning and, after a moment, by
the overhead electric light as well, which began to flicker, too); O'Brian throwing one
arm up in front of his face in what appeared to be half a dozen disconnected movements;
Paul turning toward O'Brian and reaching for him, both men like figures on a motion
picture screen when the film slips and stutters in the projector; O'Brian lurching
sideways; Paul seizing him by a coat sleeve, pulling him back and down toward safety
(only a fraction of a second after the lightning splintered the maple); a huge tree limb
bursting through the center window even as Paul was pulling O'Brian out of the way; one
leafy branch sweeping
across O'Brian's head, ripping his glasses loose, tossing them into the air-his face,
Carol thought, his eyes!-and then Paul and O'Brian falling to the floor, out of sight;
the enormous limb of the shattered maple slamming down on top of O'Brian's desk in a
spray of water, glass, broken mullions, and smoking chips of bark; the legs of the desk
cracking and collapsing under the brutal impact of the ruined tree.
Carol found herself on the floor, beside her overturned chair. She couldn't remember
falling.
The fluorescent tubes blinked off, stayed off.
She was lying on her stomach, one cheek pressed to the floor, staring in shock at the
shards of glass and the torn maple leaves that littered the carpet. As lightning
continued to stab down from the turbulent sky, wind roared through the missing window and
stirred some of the loose leaves into a frantic, dervishlike dance; accompanied by the
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